yamanai ame da neeee

Monday, August 27, 2007

I could tell you of a man not so tall
Who said life's a circus and so we are small

wed is gp prelims.
i wanna go back to study in sn please.
can we can we?
need to see you guys again.......... omg :(

meanwhile, i know i sound like i've been having a total shit of a time in schl...
but yeah well i have.
but i still got nice friends ok..
haha I LOVE EVERYONE!
ok maybe not everyone. just some ppl.
as in compared to alot of ppl, i know i can be having a time loads worst than this..
so i guess im appreciative.

still, 4unity and celebs was the best i ever had.

If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find

9:38 PM

Thursday, August 23, 2007

geog mock is over! whoots.
its badly done.. and ahhh had consultation with mdm mas today and i felt badbadbad.
she was cheerful... but i'm not sure if that will change after she saw my paper :/
i hate it when there's expectations.
sucks.

aye. can't get out of this reverie.

late night drives all alone in the car
and i can't help but start singing lines from all our favourite songs
melodies in the air saying life just ain't fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone

well, no one died.
but i'm sure some part of me did on december 2006.

8:38 PM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

omggg matong the song is so sweet....
love is what i remember, do you remember?
argh hair stand. haha.. awww..
I MISS OUR TIME IN STNICKS ):
happy holidays, you bastard hahahah!
i was listening to it that day and i wanted to cry la...
which is weird cause the song is.. haha.. yah.
rmb we used to sing buttercup during your clay craze :)))))))
why do you build me up, buttercup baby just to let me down

i miss sn so much.
i can't rmb the feeling anymore..
walking into class to find all my friends.
when was the last time someone said good morning to me?
it's really the little things.
its always the little things that matters the most.

i can't rmb what it felt like to laugh till there's tears in my eyes.
can't rmb what it was like when ppl laughed at my contagious laughter.
tell you, my laughter changed already. its no longer contagious...

come on, we can get through this.

9:02 PM

Sunday, August 19, 2007

In this game that we're playing, we can't win. Some kinds of failure are better than other kinds, that's all.
George Orwell

eh feel like giving up already.

and i miss studying in stnicks.
when can i go back................
miss my old friends.
miss laughing with them.

i'm feeling very very tired of this.

3:00 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007

hahaha just came from SITTING AT THE VOID DECK SESSION.
talked abt alot of lame stuff.. studied. abit.
arghh.. stupid. hope amanda's fine leh... really worried abt her!

anw, nxt week i got 5 mock exams.
everyday, 2.30-5.30...
and i end schl at 6 everyday.
hah and between the time where the mock starts and school ends, teachers wanna stuff extra lessons.. and i've got geog consultation on wed from 6 to 9.. 9PM ok..
hm.
haha. so much for condensed timetable eh.
condensed my ass ah.. thought it was meant for us to end earlier!?
i know its for our own good and everything... but isn't it abit too much?
gna crack soon.
and monday got tuition somemore. WTH WHAT IS THIS ARGHHHHHH.

and my sister asks me why i sleep so early everyday.

6:02 PM

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

have you ever been with someone who constantly make you feel you're saying the wrong things? make you feel as if nothing you say is ever good enough.

ahh i'm sick of you, go away.

today wasn't a bad day.
cheer up, everyone.
it's time to pick ourselves up :)

5:50 PM

Sunday, August 12, 2007

my body is giving up on me.
haha physically and mentally.

feel like i've aged beyond my years!!!!
CAN ALVLS FASTER END.
save me from my misery. ARGHHHHHHHHH.
sdklfnasdl;kgnaslkgnsdfl;g, /

i can't wait for school to start. yah.
staying at home too long is no good.
no good. i relax too much.
ARGHHH.

sorry i just felt like screaming.

1:08 PM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

TODAY WAS FUN BUT TIRING.
steamboat with the girls hahahah omg damn nice and everything.
ahh sat there for so super long. really enjoyed it la :)
oh before tt we went starbucks (not after much whining and walking). laughed like shit... oh i missed the marcus act of accidentally stripping. aiyoh hahaha.. nvm la save me the trauma.
hai. i feel the regret of getting close as a class only now.
it's very sad. cause i think we're great together.

8:30 PM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

eh energy has some song for a prog in taiwan.
how to get it huh :(
i miss them so so much argh.

ohoh i just got a pretteeee little note from my aunt who won 4D.
hahahah... she's so cute. she refuses to tell anyone how much she won.
tml, i shall do something good. this is to make up for an unexpected windfall.
hahaha.. i believe in it ok!
this kind of sudden fortune is always dangerous.
la la laaaaa...

just reached home... 1 hour ago. super super tired. arggghghgh sorry ms baey. you have no idea how bad we feel for not doing your essay. but i really CAN'T too exhausted already..
anwww. had econs mock just now, till 730. THEN mr chu was just telling us tt mock paper2 is 2 weeks away, when some IDIOTS went 'huhhhhh' so he got really angry and went on and on.
can't blame him really.
some ppl just don't know how to keep quiet when they're supposed to aiyoh.

hai.
i've been feeling defeated lately. haha.. dunno la. school's getting to me, i wanna stay at home every morning when i wake up.. and i picture myself lying in bed when i'm in school :/
i think (small)amanda knows how i feel.
haha.. oh well. thats normal i guess.
tempers' getting short in school.
tell you hor, it only takes ONE person to be stupid to spoil the WHOLE day.
school's getting less fun everyday. pe is no more and i'm unbelievably sad.
heyy pe is fun ok. oh man playing with my class is really damn nice.
i think i spent most of the time laughing then playing, but yah! thats why its so fun.
joshua tan is a great teacher. cool teacher. ahhh i will miss those times.
oh tml is Nday celebration! gg to little india..
innovians will be trooping all round sg. haha hope it'll be fun la
but chitra is coming. hm. yes hope it'll be fun. haha..

argh ok nothing to say alr.
actually i came here only to blog about my jackpot hahah..
bye ppl. see you soon/

10:52 PM

Saturday, August 04, 2007

hey sn ppl go see this!!! hahah so nice.
oh i love our choir :)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=ooRGKF-03PA

8:25 PM

In an interview and online chat, Rowling gave additional information on the futures of the main characters that she chose not to include in the epilogue of the book.

Harry had gone back to Hogwarts to complete his NEWT, becoming an Auror and later head of the Aurors' department, under Kingsley's recommendation. He owns Sirius's bike, which Arthur Weasley fixed up for him. He is married to Ginny. Due to the destruction of the piece of Voldemort's soul that resided in him, Harry can no longer speak Parseltongue.
Ron worked for a time with George at their store, Weasleys' Wizard Wheezes, and eventually became an Auror. He is married to Hermione.
Hermione began a career at the Ministry of Magic at the Department for the Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures, and greatly improved life for house-elves and their ilk, but later moved to the Department of Magical Law Enforcement; she helped ensure the eradication of oppressive, pro-pureblood laws. She is married to Ron. She also found her parents and undid the memory modification she put upon them.
Luna Lovegood has become a naturalist of sorts, searching the world for odd and unique creatures. She eventually marries Rolf, the grandson of Newt Scamander
Ginny Weasley played for the Holyhead Harpies Quidditch team for a while and then left behind her athletic career for marriage and family with Harry. She eventually becomes the lead Quidditch correspondent for the Daily Prophet.
George Weasley names his first child Fred.
Slytherin had become more diluted, and is no longer the pureblood bastion it once was. Nevertheless, its dark reputation lingers.
Voldemort's jinx on the Defence Against the Dark Arts position was broken with his death. The subject has a permanent new, unnamed teacher, while Harry comes to lecture the class every so often.
Firenze was welcomed back into the herd, as the rest of the herd was forced to acknowledge that Firenze’s "pro-human leanings were not shameful, but honourable".
Kingsley Shacklebolt permanently became Minister of Magic, with Percy working under him as a high official.
Azkaban no longer uses Dementors, as part of the changes introduced by Kingsley.
Umbridge was arrested, interrogated and imprisoned for crimes against Muggleborns.
The Quibbler has returned to its usual condition of "advanced lunacy", and is appreciated for its unintentional humour.

HOW can she not put all these things in!! argh.
aiyoh i miss hp still.

4:05 PM